I'm writing because I'm trying to make myself into a real person. Under the circumstances I'm under

I feel like I'm suppose to make a record of something.

Slow it down and nearrow it down to just one thing.

If it's not soething I can write about it's not something I want to think abot. I relax I truly relax.

I'm in hiding. No one knows where I'm at.

I am 57 years old. What am I doing starting anything, especially something I'm not go at.

A diet book would be good.

I just have to slow doen whatever it is that is going on in my head.

Cigarettes seem to be the only thing on my mind. An urge rises in me.

The computer fan makes my ears ring. Do I relax and let them ring, or do I fight it?

Trying to write is good for my mental health. I sit here like I'm sleeping. I'm getting down to my true self. I live where I come from. I get past my false self to my true self. It lets the real me come out and play. I don't have to listen to the voices in my head. I am the voice in my head.

No matter what your expectations are I will disappoint you.

Patriotism is dead. I'm more of an internationalist

Which came first beer or bread? Hops and Cannabis are in the same family.

I'm a pretend writer. I was a pretend inventor. I was a pretend musician before that. No matter what the expectations are I will disappoint5

The whir of the computer when it first starts up makes my guts twist

A man's got all this excess capacity, Therefore he should reproduce.

You see a movie too many times you start analyzing it too much and the meaning changes

When I was young I wanted to be like the people I read about it books. I guess I wanted to be famous. I didn't think about it at the time.

Insanity is the mind out of control.

You know what I am? Easily infatuatued.