Sunday, July 15, 2007

He will probably disappear, and his body will never be found.
He goads us into attacking and innocent nation which lowers our standing in the rest of the world. If we follow him into Pakistan we will destablize the government, and terrorists will get the bomb.
Those with the ability to learn will always do better than those who don't.

He reigns destruction on the strongest country on earth and lives with impunity. The more some see him as evil the more some see him as a savior. He has made modern armies irrelevant.
My shrink told me to watch what I say. Call me crazy, but I think Osama Bin Laden has supernatural all over him. A man of means goes to live in caves.

Monday, July 9, 2007

Oh Blinking Cursor

Oh blinking cursor, I need to interact with you. I need to feel like you care. Someone out there must care, but no, there is no one. Let me sing my song to someone out there.

Delusions are like illusions except that they are bad.

I'm tracking my imagination.

The first two years of college were fun. The second two were too hard so I just took the first two over again with different majors.

I think the brain is stabler when there is a stream of consciousness. That's why it starts spontaneously.
I love you, oh blinking cursor. You're my only friend.

If a man who hears voices writes them down and publishes them should they be catagorized under science or fiction? Did he truly record what he heard? If it was a true recording how can you call it fiction. What he was recording was a fiction, but the recording itself was not.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

To work and love is to feed and breed.

There needs to be an international realignment

I know I'm going to be different tomorrow
It'll get better. It'll get worse. Things will be better than ever. Things will be worse than ever.

Why is life disappointing? Because you expected something you didn't get. If you're disappointed that means you expected alot.

I could have been a great social reformer or a bum

born without opportunity

My father always said he was going to give me a day to do nothing. He never did

They loved their animals. They loved them because they owned them. They felt and acted like the king of them

The number one rule of dieting is don't stick food in your mounth. Doing so is an act of will.

Basically, I will look back in a year and I will wonder if I spent it well

A sentence is like a fire. It is born with a spark. It grows in importance, and then it dies.

Saturday, July 7, 2007

It's your will, stupid

I'm one slip up away from homelessness

Boredom is a wonderful thing. It will make you do things you didn't think you could do.

Shall I write about my diet? It's on my mind. I thought of a diet book, "It's your will stupid." You have gotten way too attached to food.

That's what consciousness is. A unique set of circuits start lighting up so bright they spill over.

What's the first thing people do when they get money. They become obese. There are many acts of will between getting the urge to eat and actually doing it.

You have to run out of food. When you get hungry enough go out to eat. No more snacking.

Fasting is very spiritual. Get into it.

Goood and Evil

Why don't I write something? I'm bored as hell, and I'm not going anywhere. The trouble is nothing's good enough. That vaulted imagination of mine draws a blank when the chips are down. It's a character thing. I just love to hate mayself. I'm evil you see. So I'm a good person hating an evil person. I can do it for hours.
"I'm good."
"I'm evil."
"I hate you"
"You have no character"
"I was born that way"
"We need to know who to blame. Someone must be punished."
I need to write something here. How much does that tell you? I've got to get the outside of me going as fast as the inside of me

Thursday, July 5, 2007

I slip back and forth between fantasy and reality. I'm constantly slipping into a daydream even when I try not to
I'm writing because I'm trying to make myself into a real person. Under the circumstances I'm under

I feel like I'm suppose to make a record of something.

Slow it down and nearrow it down to just one thing.

If it's not soething I can write about it's not something I want to think abot. I relax I truly relax.

I'm in hiding. No one knows where I'm at.
I am 57 years old. What am I doing starting anything, especially something I'm not go at.

A diet book would be good.

I just have to slow doen whatever it is that is going on in my head.

Cigarettes seem to be the only thing on my mind. An urge rises in me.

The computer fan makes my ears ring. Do I relax and let them ring, or do I fight it?

Trying to write is good for my mental health. I sit here like I'm sleeping. I'm getting down to my true self. I live where I come from. I get past my false self to my true self. It lets the real me come out and play. I don't have to listen to the voices in my head. I am the voice in my head.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

No matter what your expectations are I will disappoint you.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Patriotism is dead. I'm more of an internationalist

Which came first beer or bread? Hops and Cannabis are in the same family.
I'm a pretend writer. I was a pretend inventor. I was a pretend musician before that. No matter what the expectations are I will disappoint5

The whir of the computer when it first starts up makes my guts twist

A man's got all this excess capacity, Therefore he should reproduce.

You see a movie too many times you start analyzing it too much and the meaning changes

When I was young I wanted to be like the people I read about it books. I guess I wanted to be famous. I didn't think about it at the time.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Insanity is the mind out of control.

Sunday, July 1, 2007

You know what I am? Easily infatuatued.