JUst saw a blog of note, The syncronicity of indeterminancy. I come up with "Thought for the day".

What's my script here?

Everything flucuates according to whether I'm up or down. My mood is beyond my control. Consequently my mind then has a mind of its own. Whatever is causing me to be in the mood that I'm in

I have something outside of me controlling me. It makes me feel like I'm under the influence of a higher power

I try to develope a trance like state

Whatever it is that determines my mood is the true me. There is a me outside of me. I'm a puppet. Although I do have some control on that me outside of me. I can do things that affect it.